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Leftovers
My grief has been kicking up some gunk these last couple weeks, which I thought had long ago settled to the bottom of its pond. The waters there had been still for months–near total placidness–since the second anniversary of his death in June. Then the seasons began to change, and things shifted. Time for reflection…
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Unfulfilled Promises and the Righteousness of God
A sermon on Genesis 15. This is the end result of my Grief Lectionary post for week 2 of this year’s Narrative Lectionary, now published at Disrupt Worship Project. You can read the commentary here, but it’s not necessary for understanding what follows. I want you to think, if you can, way back to New…
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The Grief Lectionary: In the Beginning
As the Narrative Lectionary cycle begins again, I’m starting a new project. Using the weekly texts from Year 3 (Luke), I’ll be offering reflections rooted in grief. I hope these will be helpful to those trying to locate their own grief in the stories of God, as well as to those who are supporting loves…
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Under the Broom Tree
Elijah went a day’s journey in to the wilderness, and came and sat down under a solitary broom tree. He asked that he might die: “It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life, for I am no better than my ancestors.” I Kings 19:4 I’m having an Elijah moment this morning, after being…
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Field Notes on Living through a Crisis
It occurred to me a couple days ago that even though this situation is new, and this corona virus is novel, the feelings of daily panic in the face of an uncertain future are old hat for me. As one suddenly widowed last year, I’m no expert on epidemiology or pandemics, but I do know…
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A Remembrance of Baptism during Global Pandemic
We are learning how to be the church while physically distanced from each other in these days of COVID-19, and I have heard so many clergy and lay people lamenting the impossibility of communion. To feed that deep sacramental hunger, I wrote this baptismal remembrance for my congregation to use this week, and I hope…
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Confession is a Gift
Ash Wednesday 2020 Spiritual Practices Series: Confession Mark 9:30-37 This year during Lent, we are focusing on spiritual practices, taking one traditional faith practices of Christian community each week. And we’re not just going to talk about these practices, we are actually going to practice. So if you need a moment to prepare yourself for…
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At Least
If Marrett were alive and aware of how negative the space inside my head is these days, he’d recommend a daily gratitude practice. But, because he’s not, I just can’t get to gratitude most days. Instead, I’ve developed this sad little game I play at the end of each day, which is possibly a step…
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The Death (and Resurrection) of Simple
I miss who I used to be: someone who believed in one love for your whole life, an overly optimistic Pollyanna who could find the silver lining in any situation, someone whose life was simply… SIMPLE. I know that simplicity was always an illusion, one largely supported by the massive privilege I’ve been afforded by…
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The Parable of the Bird Poop
A sermon on Mark 4 A few notes about parables before I really get started: First, there is no one right way to interpret a parable, so please don’t expect me to tell you exactly what this or any parable means or doesn’t mean. Jesus tells us himself that understanding his parables isn’t going to…