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To Abolish The Things That Are
Sermon from February 1, 2026, based on Micah 6:1-8, I Corinthians 1: 18-31, and Matthew 5:1-12 Some weeks, the assigned readings from our Revised Common Lectionary give us so little to say, so little that relates to the world around us, and a preacher might struggle to find a point that people can hold onto.…
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Trauma
It’s strange, the things your brain holds onto. I don’t often think about the day that Marrett died anymore, but when I do, it’s the same images. His dog cowering under the table watching helplessly while I do CPR. The sound of KFAN, his favorite sports radio show playing behind the instructions of the 911…
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Uninspired
What helps when you’re not sure your work actually matters? This is the question I posed to a group of colleagues a couple weeks ago when my brain, heart and spirit were sluggish with weeks of constant work, a heavy administrative load, and the unmourned (by me) death of a beloved retired pastor in my…
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Lost
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To Hatcher Pass
Midnight, mist rolling in across the mountain tops, it’s unclear whether the water speckling my glasses is rain or the fingerprints of passing clouds. Either way, I can barely see, as I watch the campfire slowly turning to ash amidst the drizzle. My brother’s in the orange REI tent on the other side of the…
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5th 6/28
The dread has been building inside me for weeks, since I first thought about this fifth deathiversary months ago. Tonight, on the eve of his death date, my grief was chiggers under my skin, itching, hatching, looking for a way out of its incubating chamber. I got in bed early, hoping to sleep my way…
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Let it hurt
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Resurrection Requires Death
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Ornamental
It’s late and I’m gazing with tired eyes at my Christmas tree, laden with ornaments, decked with stories of years past. The grief mingles with happy memories as my eyes slide over the Peter Rabbit glass ball from the year of my birth, miraculously whole after 46 Christmases. I miss my aunt Sally whose noodle…
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Unromantic Partner Vision Board
Eighteen months ago, while trying to reconstruct my personal future, I wrote a vision board for my future romantic partner. If you follow this blog, you’ll have read that post already.It was a beautiful vision, and I am still compelled by it. But as I come into a new season of understanding myself and my…